::clears throat::

ahem...for your viewing pleasure...

JC Chasez smoking a cigarette.



it is small. it is slightly blurry. and the top of Bobbie's head is in it. this picture was the victim of hapless teenage girls who tagged it all over the place. i salvaged as best i could.

but yes. JC. smoking.

::clears throat::

ahem...for your viewing pleasure...

JC Chasez smoking a cigarette.



it is small. it is slightly blurry. and the top of Bobbie's head is in it. this picture was the victim of hapless teenage girls who tagged it all over the place. i salvaged as best i could.

but yes. JC. smoking.

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things i must do to today:
1) go to the high school and pick up my sister's revised schedule for her before three pm.
2) call the person about the apartment again. hopefully get through this time.
3) call US Healthcare again.
3a) get transferred to about 30 different departments because it is just too damn hard to find an address to send something to them.
4) shower. preferrably before doing number 1.
5) call karen and give her updates on apartment stuff.
6) go to coffee shop. see about minimum wage job there.
7) spend hours and hours with dayse. because...yes.


things i will do today:
hopefully all of them. i'm crossing my fingers because it would be nice to actually accomplish something despite being a lazy bum with no real ambition.

**

last night i went to see kevin's band play. it's kevin, his brother, and some guy i don't know. i'm all like sure. what the hell when karen invited me. so it's at this local bar that's so white trash it's not funny. it's got liquor bottles but i swear they are just props. so it's beer or...beer. first band that's on isn't bad. like this ska/punk thing. hang out with chris, brielle, karen, and kevin until kevin has to go get ready.

well they go on and they fucking rock. they're metal. whoo! metal! much hotness onstage. good evening.

the result: extreme desire to write drummer!nick because drummer!kevin is just so fucking inspiring cause he's all into it and rough and making metal faces and cool shit like that.

go kevin!


(editorial note: only took me two tries to get kevin's user name right...go me!)

(no subject)

things i must do to today:
1) go to the high school and pick up my sister's revised schedule for her before three pm.
2) call the person about the apartment again. hopefully get through this time.
3) call US Healthcare again.
3a) get transferred to about 30 different departments because it is just too damn hard to find an address to send something to them.
4) shower. preferrably before doing number 1.
5) call karen and give her updates on apartment stuff.
6) go to coffee shop. see about minimum wage job there.
7) spend hours and hours with dayse. because...yes.


things i will do today:
hopefully all of them. i'm crossing my fingers because it would be nice to actually accomplish something despite being a lazy bum with no real ambition.

**

last night i went to see kevin's band play. it's kevin, his brother, and some guy i don't know. i'm all like sure. what the hell when karen invited me. so it's at this local bar that's so white trash it's not funny. it's got liquor bottles but i swear they are just props. so it's beer or...beer. first band that's on isn't bad. like this ska/punk thing. hang out with chris, brielle, karen, and kevin until kevin has to go get ready.

well they go on and they fucking rock. they're metal. whoo! metal! much hotness onstage. good evening.

the result: extreme desire to write drummer!nick because drummer!kevin is just so fucking inspiring cause he's all into it and rough and making metal faces and cool shit like that.

go kevin!


(editorial note: only took me two tries to get kevin's user name right...go me!)

(no subject)

things i must do to today:
1) go to the high school and pick up my sister's revised schedule for her before three pm.
2) call the person about the apartment again. hopefully get through this time.
3) call US Healthcare again.
3a) get transferred to about 30 different departments because it is just too damn hard to find an address to send something to them.
4) shower. preferrably before doing number 1.
5) call karen and give her updates on apartment stuff.
6) go to coffee shop. see about minimum wage job there.
7) spend hours and hours with dayse. because...yes


Things I've accomplished on my list before 3pm.
1) go to the high school and pick up my sister's revised schedule for her before three pm.
2) call the person about the apartment again. hopefully get through this time.
3) shower. preferrably before doing number 1. (and it was before number 1!)
4) call karen and give her updates on apartment stuff.
5) go to coffee shop. see about minimum wage job there.
6) spend hours and hours with dayse. because...yes (currently being accomplished)

i did sit on the phone for awhile to US Healthcare but instead of being transferred around to 30 different people, i got no one and gave up before i decided to kill someone after hearing Vivaldi's 'Spring' way too many times.

listening to my Simpsons playlist. yay! for hours and hours of wav. files. when are they coming out with the first season on DVD again? you know, that was one of the best things about dating Joe. he was a taper of the Simpsons. he had about 10 tapes full of them. i could just borrow one and be happy for days. it's a nice thing to date a compulsive taper.

i'm really uneasy today. i feel like i shouldn't be doing a lot of things, shouldn't be even trying to move on with my life. i don't know why because before today all i wanted to do was escape where i am now. move past being fired and living at home again. today though i just want to curl up under the blankets and hide forever. still can't get any answer from my parents on where they stand with the living stuff.

::sigh::

have insane desire to watch the Doom Generation. possibly because it's the most fucked up movie i own with the possible exception of Pi and i just watched Pi the other night.

whatever. i'm going to go drink more coffee and make an icon of JC's stomach. cause it's hot.


just got a call from the lady about the apartment. it's been taken. fuck. now i feel even worse.

(no subject)

things i must do to today:
1) go to the high school and pick up my sister's revised schedule for her before three pm.
2) call the person about the apartment again. hopefully get through this time.
3) call US Healthcare again.
3a) get transferred to about 30 different departments because it is just too damn hard to find an address to send something to them.
4) shower. preferrably before doing number 1.
5) call karen and give her updates on apartment stuff.
6) go to coffee shop. see about minimum wage job there.
7) spend hours and hours with dayse. because...yes


Things I've accomplished on my list before 3pm.
1) go to the high school and pick up my sister's revised schedule for her before three pm.
2) call the person about the apartment again. hopefully get through this time.
3) shower. preferrably before doing number 1. (and it was before number 1!)
4) call karen and give her updates on apartment stuff.
5) go to coffee shop. see about minimum wage job there.
6) spend hours and hours with dayse. because...yes (currently being accomplished)

i did sit on the phone for awhile to US Healthcare but instead of being transferred around to 30 different people, i got no one and gave up before i decided to kill someone after hearing Vivaldi's 'Spring' way too many times.

listening to my Simpsons playlist. yay! for hours and hours of wav. files. when are they coming out with the first season on DVD again? you know, that was one of the best things about dating Joe. he was a taper of the Simpsons. he had about 10 tapes full of them. i could just borrow one and be happy for days. it's a nice thing to date a compulsive taper.

i'm really uneasy today. i feel like i shouldn't be doing a lot of things, shouldn't be even trying to move on with my life. i don't know why because before today all i wanted to do was escape where i am now. move past being fired and living at home again. today though i just want to curl up under the blankets and hide forever. still can't get any answer from my parents on where they stand with the living stuff.

::sigh::

have insane desire to watch the Doom Generation. possibly because it's the most fucked up movie i own with the possible exception of Pi and i just watched Pi the other night.

whatever. i'm going to go drink more coffee and make an icon of JC's stomach. cause it's hot.


just got a call from the lady about the apartment. it's been taken. fuck. now i feel even worse.