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and we're off!

like a herd of turtles...

so much for 3am...4am's not bad....

coffee...sugar...yes. good things...

to MA we go!

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and we're off!

like a herd of turtles...

so much for 3am...4am's not bad....

coffee...sugar...yes. good things...

to MA we go!

message in a bottle

i'm safe. i'm alive. i've broken down more then once for many, many reasons. the big one: lois and i would have been in nyc if we had gone the normal way to fall river. for some reason, lois decided we should take the parkway. thank fucking god.

karen, waryne, kate, mr. dagress, coyne, patrick, most of the slashy community, my parents, my sister...they're all okay. we have no news on albetta and that's a little scary. apparently mrs. davis can't get lines to connect in north jersey at the moment.

started crying really bad when i got a message from dayse on my phone to just email her and to just be okay. i promise i'm okay, baby. i'll talk to you later somehow. i love you.

karen, honey. find out if everyone's okay. be the little scourhound for me. i can't get in touch with dilkus. a little worried. i don't know where he's supposed to be. find out if croce and brielle and just everyone is alive and kicking and where they are supposed to be.

i don't want to think about what could have happened and what has happened. i think i need a nice, stiff drink.

thank god everyone is okay that we know of so far.

i love you guys.

message in a bottle

i'm safe. i'm alive. i've broken down more then once for many, many reasons. the big one: lois and i would have been in nyc if we had gone the normal way to fall river. for some reason, lois decided we should take the parkway. thank fucking god.

karen, waryne, kate, mr. dagress, coyne, patrick, most of the slashy community, my parents, my sister...they're all okay. we have no news on albetta and that's a little scary. apparently mrs. davis can't get lines to connect in north jersey at the moment.

started crying really bad when i got a message from dayse on my phone to just email her and to just be okay. i promise i'm okay, baby. i'll talk to you later somehow. i love you.

karen, honey. find out if everyone's okay. be the little scourhound for me. i can't get in touch with dilkus. a little worried. i don't know where he's supposed to be. find out if croce and brielle and just everyone is alive and kicking and where they are supposed to be.

i don't want to think about what could have happened and what has happened. i think i need a nice, stiff drink.

thank god everyone is okay that we know of so far.

i love you guys.

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still in a holding pattern. we just had a cute little birthday party with cake and hats and those little blower things for darius. that actually helped immensely.

once we had finished our cake and coffee though, lois and i hightailed it to a gas station because we had gotten word that gas prices are already skyrocketing. not gonna be able to pay $4 for gas like they are in Kalamazoo already so we filled the tank now. let's hope my car's excellent gas mileage continues to hold up.

tired. very tired. i really want to be home right now so i can hug my mom and my dad and my sister. i want to call patrick and make him come home so that i can hug him and just curl up in his arms. i want everyone i love in my line of vision right now. depending on what happens tomorrow, we're going to attempt to get back to philly tomorrow night (late).

philadelphia is apparently a little insane at the moment. they closed everything except the hospitals. my mom got called in at 1. i keep having horrible nightmares of them getting philly and not being able to save her.

i don't want to cry anymore.

i still haven't gotten word from chris. no clue whether he was in town this week or not. emailed him and got nothing. no answer on his cell phone. i want to make sure the boy is okay and make sure all of them are okay. i need to know.

we were flipping through the channels, curious to see what they were doing on mtv and so forth and ended up on mtv2. they were playing 'walk on' and that almost made me cry. it was surreal but it seemed to help.

thank you to everyone who's thought about me and lois. we're okay. :)

::hugs:: all around again.

stay safe tonight...

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still in a holding pattern. we just had a cute little birthday party with cake and hats and those little blower things for darius. that actually helped immensely.

once we had finished our cake and coffee though, lois and i hightailed it to a gas station because we had gotten word that gas prices are already skyrocketing. not gonna be able to pay $4 for gas like they are in Kalamazoo already so we filled the tank now. let's hope my car's excellent gas mileage continues to hold up.

tired. very tired. i really want to be home right now so i can hug my mom and my dad and my sister. i want to call patrick and make him come home so that i can hug him and just curl up in his arms. i want everyone i love in my line of vision right now. depending on what happens tomorrow, we're going to attempt to get back to philly tomorrow night (late).

philadelphia is apparently a little insane at the moment. they closed everything except the hospitals. my mom got called in at 1. i keep having horrible nightmares of them getting philly and not being able to save her.

i don't want to cry anymore.

i still haven't gotten word from chris. no clue whether he was in town this week or not. emailed him and got nothing. no answer on his cell phone. i want to make sure the boy is okay and make sure all of them are okay. i need to know.

we were flipping through the channels, curious to see what they were doing on mtv and so forth and ended up on mtv2. they were playing 'walk on' and that almost made me cry. it was surreal but it seemed to help.

thank you to everyone who's thought about me and lois. we're okay. :)

::hugs:: all around again.

stay safe tonight...