it's hard to be a saint in the city....

so yeah. i'm a stupid, stupid girl. and i'm still in love with my ex-boyfriend and he's still in love with me and if only he didn't have a stupid girlfriend that he can't seem to break up with things would be okay.

meeting with him tonight was a good and bad thing. i got to see him for the first time face to face since early may. i got to talk to him.

i remember all the reasons why i loved him, love him.

and i'm a stupid, stupid girl.



on another note...finally found the Bowie All Saints Collection! squee! happy new Bowie! it's all his electronic and ambient stuff. Mmmm....good, good stuff.

and my brain is such mush i can't remember what building is the Academic building at drexel. meh. i'll just wing it. i think it's....the big one?

oh hell. i'll go look at a map.

it's hard to be a saint in the city....

so yeah. i'm a stupid, stupid girl. and i'm still in love with my ex-boyfriend and he's still in love with me and if only he didn't have a stupid girlfriend that he can't seem to break up with things would be okay.

meeting with him tonight was a good and bad thing. i got to see him for the first time face to face since early may. i got to talk to him.

i remember all the reasons why i loved him, love him.

and i'm a stupid, stupid girl.



on another note...finally found the Bowie All Saints Collection! squee! happy new Bowie! it's all his electronic and ambient stuff. Mmmm....good, good stuff.

and my brain is such mush i can't remember what building is the Academic building at drexel. meh. i'll just wing it. i think it's....the big one?

oh hell. i'll go look at a map.

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she-it...

it's a damn good thing i looked where the Academic building is. yeah. now i know why it didn't sound familiar. i've never even been in the damn thing. but hey, it's near the free parking.

::crosses fingers::

classes aren't in session. hey, it could happen.

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she-it...

it's a damn good thing i looked where the Academic building is. yeah. now i know why it didn't sound familiar. i've never even been in the damn thing. but hey, it's near the free parking.

::crosses fingers::

classes aren't in session. hey, it could happen.

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ok. while looking for chris pics, i ran into this story and i can't stop reading it even though it's BAD. argh...it's the badfic attack!

damn him for writing a chris/kevin....

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ok. while looking for chris pics, i ran into this story and i can't stop reading it even though it's BAD. argh...it's the badfic attack!

damn him for writing a chris/kevin....

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ack! throbbing member!!!

noooooo....

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ack! throbbing member!!!

noooooo....

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okay. so i've never been an X-Files fic fan. i watch the show but i never got into the fandom. but i'm a sucker for strange crossovers.

um. yes. go read Dale's new one. it's amazingly good. and it's a JC/Krycek.

The Lamb Entreats the Butcher; Where's Thy Knife?

yes. i think i shall worship at the alter of Dale now. whee!!!

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okay. so i've never been an X-Files fic fan. i watch the show but i never got into the fandom. but i'm a sucker for strange crossovers.

um. yes. go read Dale's new one. it's amazingly good. and it's a JC/Krycek.

The Lamb Entreats the Butcher; Where's Thy Knife?

yes. i think i shall worship at the alter of Dale now. whee!!!

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okay. so i got offered the job at the bank. but the job that was listed at $10 an hour was offered to me at $7.50 an hour because i have no banking experience.

this isn't a plea for opinions on what to do. i know that i can't settle for that. i need a higher paying job. it's just a statement of fact for me. this isn't about having spending money or shit like that.

this is about being able to live. and i can't live on $7.50 an hour when i'm only working 20 hours a week.

i can hold out a little longer.

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okay. so i got offered the job at the bank. but the job that was listed at $10 an hour was offered to me at $7.50 an hour because i have no banking experience.

this isn't a plea for opinions on what to do. i know that i can't settle for that. i need a higher paying job. it's just a statement of fact for me. this isn't about having spending money or shit like that.

this is about being able to live. and i can't live on $7.50 an hour when i'm only working 20 hours a week.

i can hold out a little longer.

Kyla! Lois!

oh. this should have been a plea in the last entry but meh. i'm already spamming lj today anyway so here we go...another entry.

kyla, lois...um. yeah. that thing i sent you yesterday to read, i've changed. do either of you have time to read it now? because yeah. i'm itching for an opinion on it.

pwease? with puppies and kittens and lance and chris on top?

Kyla! Lois!

oh. this should have been a plea in the last entry but meh. i'm already spamming lj today anyway so here we go...another entry.

kyla, lois...um. yeah. that thing i sent you yesterday to read, i've changed. do either of you have time to read it now? because yeah. i'm itching for an opinion on it.

pwease? with puppies and kittens and lance and chris on top?

Fic: The Dreamers

i just couldn't let these characters go so i wrote more. this is the sequel to The Prettiest Star, which is the JC/David Bowie story i wrote. mucho thanks to Lois for the title, the beta, and helping with the descriptions. Oh, and introducing me to David at Rebel Rebel. also mucho thanks to Dayse and Kyla for beta's as well as listening to me babble about wanting to write more. And for threatening to break my fingers. Title comes from the David Bowie song 'The Dreamers' off his'Hours...' album.




[The Dreamers]


also...thanks to lois for putting the graphic on her server for me :)

Fic: The Dreamers

i just couldn't let these characters go so i wrote more. this is the sequel to The Prettiest Star, which is the JC/David Bowie story i wrote. mucho thanks to Lois for the title, the beta, and helping with the descriptions. Oh, and introducing me to David at Rebel Rebel. also mucho thanks to Dayse and Kyla for beta's as well as listening to me babble about wanting to write more. And for threatening to break my fingers. Title comes from the David Bowie song 'The Dreamers' off his'Hours...' album.




[The Dreamers]


also...thanks to lois for putting the graphic on her server for me :)