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my sister told me off today while i was taking a break to eat lunch. my father made her clean the bathroom and she decided it was my fault. she went off, telling me that i did shit around the house and all i did was sit on my lazy ass and do nothing for the family. i calmly asked her if she was home during the day when i was and she just said that didn't matter. i didn't do shit. my father told her that yes i do. i go grocery shopping. i clean. i iron. but she didn't care. she just kept going, finally saying that i was just a total loser who did nothing except sit in front of her laptop and screw around. i left at that point and basically said i'm sorry for attempting to do well in school. i have left my room long enough to shower and that's it. my father is being super-nice to me because for leah to go off on me like that was bad considering she's ten million times worse than i am.

it really hurt though because it pretty much cemented my desire not to be living in my house with my family right now. i would do anything not to be in this house any longer. i want my freedom.

i want my life back.

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my sister told me off today while i was taking a break to eat lunch. my father made her clean the bathroom and she decided it was my fault. she went off, telling me that i did shit around the house and all i did was sit on my lazy ass and do nothing for the family. i calmly asked her if she was home during the day when i was and she just said that didn't matter. i didn't do shit. my father told her that yes i do. i go grocery shopping. i clean. i iron. but she didn't care. she just kept going, finally saying that i was just a total loser who did nothing except sit in front of her laptop and screw around. i left at that point and basically said i'm sorry for attempting to do well in school. i have left my room long enough to shower and that's it. my father is being super-nice to me because for leah to go off on me like that was bad considering she's ten million times worse than i am.

it really hurt though because it pretty much cemented my desire not to be living in my house with my family right now. i would do anything not to be in this house any longer. i want my freedom.

i want my life back.