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Apparently attempting to hang up my clean clothes was the wrong idea because my back just went again. Like completely. If I move too much...well scratch that. I can't move too much. It honestly feels like I'm going to throw up.

Fuck.

Where's mom? Or, barring that Dad. Who of course wouldn't wake up if the house was on fire so me calling his name in pain means nothing to him.

Ow. Just. Ow.

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Apparently attempting to hang up my clean clothes was the wrong idea because my back just went again. Like completely. If I move too much...well scratch that. I can't move too much. It honestly feels like I'm going to throw up.

Fuck.

Where's mom? Or, barring that Dad. Who of course wouldn't wake up if the house was on fire so me calling his name in pain means nothing to him.

Ow. Just. Ow.

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So.

It's 12:15. I've been up since about 10. So far I've managed to get up once to go pee and sit up without screaming.

Yeah.

It's going to be a good day.

Oh, and I'm out of Vicodin. I might just have to go to the doctor, health insurance or not. Though Mom is really pushing to prevent that. Our doctor is really f'ing expensive.

Have I mentioned recently how much I HATE my back?

I haven't?

Well...

I HATE MY BACK.

That is all.

Oh, and Karen. She said yes. Just give her our phone number, I guess. Mom's usually home until about 2:30 in the afternoon.

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So.

It's 12:15. I've been up since about 10. So far I've managed to get up once to go pee and sit up without screaming.

Yeah.

It's going to be a good day.

Oh, and I'm out of Vicodin. I might just have to go to the doctor, health insurance or not. Though Mom is really pushing to prevent that. Our doctor is really f'ing expensive.

Have I mentioned recently how much I HATE my back?

I haven't?

Well...

I HATE MY BACK.

That is all.

Oh, and Karen. She said yes. Just give her our phone number, I guess. Mom's usually home until about 2:30 in the afternoon.

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I showered.

I'm so proud of that fact because not only did I shower but I undressed myself and then, when I was done, dressed myself. I even managed to put a bra on. See. One arm works just fine because the right side of my body is fine. It's the left side that's causing all the problems. It took some manuevering but it's done. I've succeeding in cleaning myself.

And I'm downstairs now.

I walked.

Again with the proud.



It's sad that I know I could call up Waryne later tonight, offer him my car, and drive to visit Anna and Chrissy with him. I just wouldn't be all that much fun to be around because ow. I already pretty much called out for tomorrow, thinking that if I give it another day or so, I should be better by Sunday.

Must resist urge to roadtrip. Especially since we wouldn't be able to leave until late tonight. And Waryne is never on time for anything. I love the boy, but it's true.

Feh.

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I showered.

I'm so proud of that fact because not only did I shower but I undressed myself and then, when I was done, dressed myself. I even managed to put a bra on. See. One arm works just fine because the right side of my body is fine. It's the left side that's causing all the problems. It took some manuevering but it's done. I've succeeding in cleaning myself.

And I'm downstairs now.

I walked.

Again with the proud.



It's sad that I know I could call up Waryne later tonight, offer him my car, and drive to visit Anna and Chrissy with him. I just wouldn't be all that much fun to be around because ow. I already pretty much called out for tomorrow, thinking that if I give it another day or so, I should be better by Sunday.

Must resist urge to roadtrip. Especially since we wouldn't be able to leave until late tonight. And Waryne is never on time for anything. I love the boy, but it's true.

Feh.

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So the back thing leads to me being trapped at home tonight. Though, the more I think about it, I don't think I really could do anything that involved moving in any way. And I'm on too many painkillers to really drink. And sitting in a movie theater might kill me because I can't really sit that comfortably either. I really think I might die at work tomorrow if I go. If I don't go, I can go to my grandmom's with my mother which would make grandmom very happy. She's been really weird lately. And honestly, I really need this break from work. It's getting to be such a problem to go sometimes just because I really don't want to go at all.

My sister is playing 'My Heart Will Go On' on the piano again. I swear, this is the only song she knows. I HATE it. With a passion.

Randomly: Bart Simpson Cereal stays fresh for a long time. Perhaps that's because it's already oddly stale when you buy it. [shrugs] Mmm...chocolatey-peanut buttery goodness.

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So the back thing leads to me being trapped at home tonight. Though, the more I think about it, I don't think I really could do anything that involved moving in any way. And I'm on too many painkillers to really drink. And sitting in a movie theater might kill me because I can't really sit that comfortably either. I really think I might die at work tomorrow if I go. If I don't go, I can go to my grandmom's with my mother which would make grandmom very happy. She's been really weird lately. And honestly, I really need this break from work. It's getting to be such a problem to go sometimes just because I really don't want to go at all.

My sister is playing 'My Heart Will Go On' on the piano again. I swear, this is the only song she knows. I HATE it. With a passion.

Randomly: Bart Simpson Cereal stays fresh for a long time. Perhaps that's because it's already oddly stale when you buy it. [shrugs] Mmm...chocolatey-peanut buttery goodness.