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My eyes hurt.

Ow.


And no I don't want to read the fucking packet on Borderline Personality Disorder again. No it's not going to help me resign myself to the fact she's never going to fucking change and no matter what I do it's never going to be good enough for her. The words on the page mean NOTHING right now. I know what they say. That's not going to make the pain go away.

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My eyes hurt.

Ow.


And no I don't want to read the fucking packet on Borderline Personality Disorder again. No it's not going to help me resign myself to the fact she's never going to fucking change and no matter what I do it's never going to be good enough for her. The words on the page mean NOTHING right now. I know what they say. That's not going to make the pain go away.

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I really feel like death warmed over right now. I have this stomach thing out of nowhere that leaves me bent over double every ten minutes or so because of horrible cramps. But I missed class yesterday so I'm here. Yes, I feel like boiled ass but I can't keep missing class when I only have six days left of it. Which means 9 days for the song fic challenge. Oh fuck. I am so dead with that. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

I slept about four hours last night and that was such a nice change. I slept well at Chrissy's this weekend but other than that, I've been sleeping like crap. I miss being able to sleep a long, long time. I love sleeping.

Urgh. Boiled ass, I tell you. I want to go home and get back in bed. Not that I can actually get on my street or anything because it's all blocked off but still. Parking around the corner is closer to home and the greatest bed on Earth then being here is.

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I really feel like death warmed over right now. I have this stomach thing out of nowhere that leaves me bent over double every ten minutes or so because of horrible cramps. But I missed class yesterday so I'm here. Yes, I feel like boiled ass but I can't keep missing class when I only have six days left of it. Which means 9 days for the song fic challenge. Oh fuck. I am so dead with that. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

I slept about four hours last night and that was such a nice change. I slept well at Chrissy's this weekend but other than that, I've been sleeping like crap. I miss being able to sleep a long, long time. I love sleeping.

Urgh. Boiled ass, I tell you. I want to go home and get back in bed. Not that I can actually get on my street or anything because it's all blocked off but still. Parking around the corner is closer to home and the greatest bed on Earth then being here is.

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I haven't outright said this in LJ yet but I think it's about damn time. I keep making mention to Canada and if August is here yet. In exactly 40 days, I will be in a car driving to Canada to see Dayse. For a week!

This is my vacation and I am clinging to the plan of this as much as I can. I can't wait for it to be August because I need that break so badly.

So yes.

40 days until Canada, Dayse, and fun. :)

Whee!

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I haven't outright said this in LJ yet but I think it's about damn time. I keep making mention to Canada and if August is here yet. In exactly 40 days, I will be in a car driving to Canada to see Dayse. For a week!

This is my vacation and I am clinging to the plan of this as much as I can. I can't wait for it to be August because I need that break so badly.

So yes.

40 days until Canada, Dayse, and fun. :)

Whee!

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Quick and easy way to make Rachel cry #348:

Having her mother send her flowers for no good reason other than to say she loves her. Yeah. That sets her off really quick.



I am bawling like a moron now. They're so pretty. And she loves me.

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Quick and easy way to make Rachel cry #348:

Having her mother send her flowers for no good reason other than to say she loves her. Yeah. That sets her off really quick.



I am bawling like a moron now. They're so pretty. And she loves me.

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So they were covering the World Cup game this morning on the news. Basically they were showing some action from it and whatnot. They pull back to the newscasters and the two women are fanning themselves. The guy looks over at them, confused. One says 'it's a little hot in here'. And they start laughing. He looks all shocked and starts saying they should be replaying the Anna Kournikova footage from yesterday. They all start laughing and making sexual comments. It was very, very amusing.

I love Philly newscasters.

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So they were covering the World Cup game this morning on the news. Basically they were showing some action from it and whatnot. They pull back to the newscasters and the two women are fanning themselves. The guy looks over at them, confused. One says 'it's a little hot in here'. And they start laughing. He looks all shocked and starts saying they should be replaying the Anna Kournikova footage from yesterday. They all start laughing and making sexual comments. It was very, very amusing.

I love Philly newscasters.

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Ah. It's the West Side Story Scrubs. I swear to GOD this is the greatest new show on TV in a long, long time.


Eeee! Turk is hugging JD.

Do you people understand why I LOVE this show?



Oh, and later I shall tell the fudgesicle story. It's amusing.

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Ah. It's the West Side Story Scrubs. I swear to GOD this is the greatest new show on TV in a long, long time.


Eeee! Turk is hugging JD.

Do you people understand why I LOVE this show?



Oh, and later I shall tell the fudgesicle story. It's amusing.

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I really fucking want this shirt:



It's just so damn cool. But it's $20. And eh. I'm poor.

But. But. Look at it!

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I really fucking want this shirt:



It's just so damn cool. But it's $20. And eh. I'm poor.

But. But. Look at it!

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I had one mission this evening beyond the whole making dinner for me and Dad thing, which I did accomplish by the way. I had to go get fudgesicles for my mom. She gave me one of those handy little Acme certificates so I didn't even have to pay for them. I was all for going to take care of this. Iya suckered me into the car ride which I didn't want to do because I couldn't bring her into a grocery store so she was sitting outside alone. Bad plan.

You know...

This story really isn't as funny as I thought it was. Hmm...

I suppose if you take out all the white-trash references and the fact my Acme money was turned down, it really isn't that funny.

I really should be writing up my presentation tomorrow on the Torah. Um. But this is something I actually know. I adored Jewish history when I was in Hebrew school. I can do this in my sleep.

Now for a bandwagon...

( What's in my CD case? )

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I had one mission this evening beyond the whole making dinner for me and Dad thing, which I did accomplish by the way. I had to go get fudgesicles for my mom. She gave me one of those handy little Acme certificates so I didn't even have to pay for them. I was all for going to take care of this. Iya suckered me into the car ride which I didn't want to do because I couldn't bring her into a grocery store so she was sitting outside alone. Bad plan.

You know...

This story really isn't as funny as I thought it was. Hmm...

I suppose if you take out all the white-trash references and the fact my Acme money was turned down, it really isn't that funny.

I really should be writing up my presentation tomorrow on the Torah. Um. But this is something I actually know. I adored Jewish history when I was in Hebrew school. I can do this in my sleep.

Now for a bandwagon...

( What's in my CD case? )