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Sep. 24th, 2002 11:49 amSo it's morning and I've been at school for over half an hour now. I got so fed up at home attempting to check my hotmail account that I just left before I threw my father's computer out the window, which would have been bad. Throwing my computer is another story. I just kept getting the stupid 'server is too busy' message and I was all 'fuck you, server! eat shit and die! give me my stargate stuff'. Naturally, the email account that actually has stuff in it, aka the stargate account, has the server issues. I'm seriously considering just saying fuck it and making sparklydanceboys.com my stargate fic. I already miss having a webpage that requires updating. I also may have spent a bunch of time last night making a pretty graphic for said website which will be called Night Visions. I figure it goes along with Last Night which I plan on keeping on because-yes.com because Amy rocks like that and frankly, she'll do a better job of keeping my page safe than I will. Also, moving my stargate stuff to sparklydanceboys.com means having a real email instead of hotmail so I can use outlook and not get the stupid server errors all over the place. That might be a good idea.
I made coffee this morning and it so rocking good. I have a huge mug of it with me and it's hot and creamy and just oh so good. Sometimes coffee really makes life just that much better.
I'm feeling very out of sorts and I know that a big part of it is that I'm not working right now. I feel like I'm just wasting time and being a bum. I hate not working. I've been doing it since I was 16 and I don' really know how to not work anymore. I spent one semester at Drexel not working at least parttime and it sucked ass. I ended up taking a class that trained me to be a tutor just so I could work as well as go to school. Right now I have a lot of stuff due for school and I know even attempting to pick up a day at work will break me. I don't have the strength for it right now and I can admit it.
I figured out what I'm going to do my Civ paper on and I think I should be able to knock out at least a couple of pages of it tonight which would rock. I plan on using two articles, one praising Athens and it's society, and the other arguing that Athens is not the paradise it makes itself out to be. I'm going to look at the diametrically opposing viewpoints on Athenian democracy and society using those two articles. It won't be a great paper, but it'll be a decent paper. I know that much is true.
Also, I have to read 40 pages of The Canterbury Tales in Middle English by Thursday, do my exercises for Poetry by Thursday, do my regular reading for Civ by Thursday, read "A Rose for Emily" by Wednesday, start an outline for my Brit Lit paper, and study my ass off for the Grammer test on Monday.
[falls over]
I made coffee this morning and it so rocking good. I have a huge mug of it with me and it's hot and creamy and just oh so good. Sometimes coffee really makes life just that much better.
I'm feeling very out of sorts and I know that a big part of it is that I'm not working right now. I feel like I'm just wasting time and being a bum. I hate not working. I've been doing it since I was 16 and I don' really know how to not work anymore. I spent one semester at Drexel not working at least parttime and it sucked ass. I ended up taking a class that trained me to be a tutor just so I could work as well as go to school. Right now I have a lot of stuff due for school and I know even attempting to pick up a day at work will break me. I don't have the strength for it right now and I can admit it.
I figured out what I'm going to do my Civ paper on and I think I should be able to knock out at least a couple of pages of it tonight which would rock. I plan on using two articles, one praising Athens and it's society, and the other arguing that Athens is not the paradise it makes itself out to be. I'm going to look at the diametrically opposing viewpoints on Athenian democracy and society using those two articles. It won't be a great paper, but it'll be a decent paper. I know that much is true.
Also, I have to read 40 pages of The Canterbury Tales in Middle English by Thursday, do my exercises for Poetry by Thursday, do my regular reading for Civ by Thursday, read "A Rose for Emily" by Wednesday, start an outline for my Brit Lit paper, and study my ass off for the Grammer test on Monday.
[falls over]