how does your garden grow?

I wasn't going to go to class today. I planned on staying under my blankets for hours and hours on end, pretending that I was hiding and that I could sleep all day if I really felt like it. No obligations, no nothing. But, I can't do that and I woke up this morning to register for classes and realized that I couldn't go back to bed and miss class. That would be wrong. I like this class and I only have the one today and I can come home. I have to read a crapload of stuff, but that's okay. I get to see my aunt tonight and spend time with Mom and cook salmon.

My eyes are puffy and red from crying last night. I hate it when this happens. I wish I had more control over the mood swings. I wish I had a lot of things. I wish that my life was back to the way it had been months ago. I wish...you know, it's pointless to wish for things you can never have.

how does your garden grow?

I wasn't going to go to class today. I planned on staying under my blankets for hours and hours on end, pretending that I was hiding and that I could sleep all day if I really felt like it. No obligations, no nothing. But, I can't do that and I woke up this morning to register for classes and realized that I couldn't go back to bed and miss class. That would be wrong. I like this class and I only have the one today and I can come home. I have to read a crapload of stuff, but that's okay. I get to see my aunt tonight and spend time with Mom and cook salmon.

My eyes are puffy and red from crying last night. I hate it when this happens. I wish I had more control over the mood swings. I wish I had a lot of things. I wish that my life was back to the way it had been months ago. I wish...you know, it's pointless to wish for things you can never have.

strategizing

I'm calmer. An hour and a half of discussing John Keats will do that to a person. I like Keats in the sense that if I'm forced to read it, I will and not bitch mightily about it. However, I would not read Keats on my own time. I was fairly talkative during the discussion only because no one else really was. Someone has to talk or else it's a really loooooong class.

Next semester, I've signed up for 6 classes again in case I can't get those credits. Is it sad that I'm already considering dropping Civ 2 instead of Religions in America if I have to take US Lit? And is it really sad that part of my reasoning is that Civ starts at 12:30 and that's the earliest class I have? My schedule right now is MW - 330 - 615 for two classes and than TR from 1230 - 445 with a night class on Wednesday. If I drop Civ, I don't have to be in until 2 on Tuesday and Thursday. And I am that sad that I'll drop a class so I can get to school later. Go me and my inherent laziness!

Talked to Chrissy for a long time this morning after class. That always makes me feel better. Chrissy rocks the house.

I'm going to go find food and continuing airing out my backpack and books from the coffee incident that occured today. Note to self: Don't put half-full coffee cup in your backpack and then lie backpack on car seat instead of standing it up. Bad things happen.

strategizing

I'm calmer. An hour and a half of discussing John Keats will do that to a person. I like Keats in the sense that if I'm forced to read it, I will and not bitch mightily about it. However, I would not read Keats on my own time. I was fairly talkative during the discussion only because no one else really was. Someone has to talk or else it's a really loooooong class.

Next semester, I've signed up for 6 classes again in case I can't get those credits. Is it sad that I'm already considering dropping Civ 2 instead of Religions in America if I have to take US Lit? And is it really sad that part of my reasoning is that Civ starts at 12:30 and that's the earliest class I have? My schedule right now is MW - 330 - 615 for two classes and than TR from 1230 - 445 with a night class on Wednesday. If I drop Civ, I don't have to be in until 2 on Tuesday and Thursday. And I am that sad that I'll drop a class so I can get to school later. Go me and my inherent laziness!

Talked to Chrissy for a long time this morning after class. That always makes me feel better. Chrissy rocks the house.

I'm going to go find food and continuing airing out my backpack and books from the coffee incident that occured today. Note to self: Don't put half-full coffee cup in your backpack and then lie backpack on car seat instead of standing it up. Bad things happen.

I really feel the need to post because my friendslist isn't changing. :(

At one point in time, I did have an entire series for Chris and Josh from Human Behaviour. Now all I have is little bits that fit together sort of and on occasion make sense in the HB world.


And heee. Christopher Walken is reading Goodnight, Moon on the Simpsons. "Scootch closer, children. Don't make me tell you again about the scootching."


( Stuff. About Chris and. Josh. )

I really feel the need to post because my friendslist isn't changing. :(

At one point in time, I did have an entire series for Chris and Josh from Human Behaviour. Now all I have is little bits that fit together sort of and on occasion make sense in the HB world.


And heee. Christopher Walken is reading Goodnight, Moon on the Simpsons. "Scootch closer, children. Don't make me tell you again about the scootching."


( Stuff. About Chris and. Josh. )

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Gacked from fayemeadows

01. Describe me using three or less words.
02. If you could spend a day with me, what would we do?
03. Have we ever gotten in a fight?
04. Have you ever dreamt of me? If so, tell me about it.
05. If you could give me a present, what would it be?
06. Would you hug me?
07. What do you REALLY think of me?
08. Do you trust me?
09. Do you know something about me that no one else knows?
10. What month is my birthday?(without looking at my LJ profile! Don't cheat!)
11. Do you know how old I am? (same as above..Don't cheat!)
12. Anything you wanted to tell me but never got a chance to?

Fill it out for me and I shall do the same for you. Pass it along!


I'm bored! Amuse me!

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Gacked from fayemeadows

01. Describe me using three or less words.
02. If you could spend a day with me, what would we do?
03. Have we ever gotten in a fight?
04. Have you ever dreamt of me? If so, tell me about it.
05. If you could give me a present, what would it be?
06. Would you hug me?
07. What do you REALLY think of me?
08. Do you trust me?
09. Do you know something about me that no one else knows?
10. What month is my birthday?(without looking at my LJ profile! Don't cheat!)
11. Do you know how old I am? (same as above..Don't cheat!)
12. Anything you wanted to tell me but never got a chance to?

Fill it out for me and I shall do the same for you. Pass it along!


I'm bored! Amuse me!

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I may have just signed up to take the GRE on a whim. [coughs] They're offering it at Rowan as a practice type of thing. It was only $10. And I like knowing what tests are like before taking them for real. But. Eek. GRE. Math. My brain hurts already.

Okay, who's supposed to make sure I don't do things like this on a whim? Chrissy, was it your turn this week? Or was it Karen's?

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I may have just signed up to take the GRE on a whim. [coughs] They're offering it at Rowan as a practice type of thing. It was only $10. And I like knowing what tests are like before taking them for real. But. Eek. GRE. Math. My brain hurts already.

Okay, who's supposed to make sure I don't do things like this on a whim? Chrissy, was it your turn this week? Or was it Karen's?