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So I haven't really updated in a few days. Been busy and whatnot. Haven't been home. You know the drill.

The Secret Santa pairing I got...well, both of them actually, are basically my worst nightmares when it comes to story pairings. joeynerd, can I panic with you please? This is so going to kill me with the hardness of it. And for those of you who know me, what have I said that squicks me more than anything regarding Nslash? Yeah, that thing. And yeah, that's the request. [smacks forehead] I'm almost considering the BSB pairing even if it is Brian. It just might be easier to do. Somehow. But. Man. Brian.

Have a murderous bunny for cliokat's Definitive Stevie Wonder challenge. This thing will be painful and long and not neccessarily painful plotwise but writing wise it will be. Because I *like* to torture myself.

And it's not like I really have the time to do any of this either which hurts so much. The next few weeks are going to be awful, just awful. And I have Stargate stuff I want to write because that's what's really holding my brain right now and I don't have time for that either.

[groans]

And to just make this completely about writing/slash...where is the Rabbit/Future slash? Because oh my GOD they were in love. And lord, that would be pretty.

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So I haven't really updated in a few days. Been busy and whatnot. Haven't been home. You know the drill.

The Secret Santa pairing I got...well, both of them actually, are basically my worst nightmares when it comes to story pairings. joeynerd, can I panic with you please? This is so going to kill me with the hardness of it. And for those of you who know me, what have I said that squicks me more than anything regarding Nslash? Yeah, that thing. And yeah, that's the request. [smacks forehead] I'm almost considering the BSB pairing even if it is Brian. It just might be easier to do. Somehow. But. Man. Brian.

Have a murderous bunny for cliokat's Definitive Stevie Wonder challenge. This thing will be painful and long and not neccessarily painful plotwise but writing wise it will be. Because I *like* to torture myself.

And it's not like I really have the time to do any of this either which hurts so much. The next few weeks are going to be awful, just awful. And I have Stargate stuff I want to write because that's what's really holding my brain right now and I don't have time for that either.

[groans]

And to just make this completely about writing/slash...where is the Rabbit/Future slash? Because oh my GOD they were in love. And lord, that would be pretty.

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So I have a paper due next Monday that I'm supposed to have research and surveys and whatnot for. Um. I have none of that. And my topic, though interesting, is something I don't really know a lot about. Basically I'm doing a paper on the hidden meaning in lyrics, specifically NERD, Justin, and Eminem. I'm looking at the differences in genre and how that affects the way the meaning is shown. And any help that could be given would be greatly appreciated. I plan on making up a lot of shit along the way, but if anyone happens to know specific lyrics that have hidden meanings in any of those three artists, let me know. And the brain thing...I got that. In both NERD and Justin. Eminem is there as the completely open meaning in the lyrics. He doesn't hide what he's trying to say so he's on one end, Justin is on the other. And I'm putting NERD somewhere in between that.

So yes. If this made any sense to anyone, let me know. It doesn't make sense to me.

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So I have a paper due next Monday that I'm supposed to have research and surveys and whatnot for. Um. I have none of that. And my topic, though interesting, is something I don't really know a lot about. Basically I'm doing a paper on the hidden meaning in lyrics, specifically NERD, Justin, and Eminem. I'm looking at the differences in genre and how that affects the way the meaning is shown. And any help that could be given would be greatly appreciated. I plan on making up a lot of shit along the way, but if anyone happens to know specific lyrics that have hidden meanings in any of those three artists, let me know. And the brain thing...I got that. In both NERD and Justin. Eminem is there as the completely open meaning in the lyrics. He doesn't hide what he's trying to say so he's on one end, Justin is on the other. And I'm putting NERD somewhere in between that.

So yes. If this made any sense to anyone, let me know. It doesn't make sense to me.

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I am at school. Right now that's a big deal since I have absolutely no desire to be at this class tonight. I've totally lost all interest that I had in my grammer course. If there was some way I could finish the class without actually going anymore, I would. But, not counting tonight, we only have 2 more nights then the final, so I can do it. I've made it this far, right?

Also, I have started some sort of story for the SS. It's not going to be anything I'm proud of and frankly, I hope people realize I'm making fun of a lot of stereotypes in the stories set in this time period. Okay, in reality I'm making fun of the stuff that was around when I first started reading in this fandom. But to be honest, I don't think I can write anything besides this for this story. It's just so hard for me to write this pairing, especially in this time period.

I realize that all I'm doing lately is bitching about writing instead of focusing on the fact I have time to write and I'm almost done school and everything is kind of okay at the moment. But. Hey. My journal.

I'm cranky.

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I am at school. Right now that's a big deal since I have absolutely no desire to be at this class tonight. I've totally lost all interest that I had in my grammer course. If there was some way I could finish the class without actually going anymore, I would. But, not counting tonight, we only have 2 more nights then the final, so I can do it. I've made it this far, right?

Also, I have started some sort of story for the SS. It's not going to be anything I'm proud of and frankly, I hope people realize I'm making fun of a lot of stereotypes in the stories set in this time period. Okay, in reality I'm making fun of the stuff that was around when I first started reading in this fandom. But to be honest, I don't think I can write anything besides this for this story. It's just so hard for me to write this pairing, especially in this time period.

I realize that all I'm doing lately is bitching about writing instead of focusing on the fact I have time to write and I'm almost done school and everything is kind of okay at the moment. But. Hey. My journal.

I'm cranky.