(no subject)

Hello, apathy. How have you been?

I really am just so tired of the whole process of school right now. I could care less about the half-finished paper due tonight at 6:30, or the meeting with Nina tomorrow about the non-existent portfolio that's due next week. I plan to not read Death of a Salesman for Lit Studies, and I haven't even opened my Brit Lit book since the last time I had class. Don't even ask about Western Civ. I haven't gone in what feels like forever. I wish I knew how to make this go away. It's too early to slip into the winter phase of my life. I don't want to do that.

It's fitting though. I don't want to read or write or do work. I just want to sleep. Nothing sounds as nice as climbing into my bed and staying there forever. I just want to get back to normal, but I don't know if I can right now.

I want to run away.

(no subject)

Hello, apathy. How have you been?

I really am just so tired of the whole process of school right now. I could care less about the half-finished paper due tonight at 6:30, or the meeting with Nina tomorrow about the non-existent portfolio that's due next week. I plan to not read Death of a Salesman for Lit Studies, and I haven't even opened my Brit Lit book since the last time I had class. Don't even ask about Western Civ. I haven't gone in what feels like forever. I wish I knew how to make this go away. It's too early to slip into the winter phase of my life. I don't want to do that.

It's fitting though. I don't want to read or write or do work. I just want to sleep. Nothing sounds as nice as climbing into my bed and staying there forever. I just want to get back to normal, but I don't know if I can right now.

I want to run away.