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[visionshadows]

[sighs]

It's been a full week of classes now. I'm missing today though. I seem to be having some sort of freak allergic reaction to god knows what. My eyes are almost swollen shut. Um. Yay?

Let's see. One major thing has happened since I've last updated. I am leaving work. I just don't have the strength and energy right now to do everything. My life is just too hectic and stressed right now. I did the one thing I really didn't want to do and that was accept my mother's help in paying my bills and supporting me financially. Well, more than she was. Now I just have to tell the folks at work that it's happening asap. I might be relying on Carann for a doctor's note.

Dell sent me the wrong part for the laptop so I am still computer-less beyond occasionally getting to use Dad's computer. Like now. I'm very angry about that and I really need the laptop. I didn't get a chance to get anything off the computer. I need my files. [pouts]

I'm going to go get more coffee and get ready for my doctor's appointment.

Oh, and ...

Shit: [waves to fan]
Fan: [waves back]
Shit: [hits fan]
Fan: [looks horrified and runs away]

Comments

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

Aw, sweetie.

[hugs and cuddles]

I'm so sorry. If there's anything I can do, you know how to reach me.

Just out of curiosity, are you quitting completely, or just taking a leave of absence?

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

It depends really. I don't plan on going back this semester at all. I just don't have it in me to do both. So. Maybe quitting for now. Or an extended leave of absence. I don't know. It's tough though.

Oh, and if you're interested, we are having a Grove Hardware Night on the 28th. Wanna be my date? We're going daaaancing. It can just be you and me and other folks who will just let us have fun. :)

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

I would love to be your date, but I don't know if I can make it back up by then. I'll talk to Mom and see what I can do.

[stabs house]

[hugs you]

It can just be you and me and other folks who will just let us have fun. :)

This kinda concerned me: Are you and your boy okay?

[dayse.livejournal.com]

[[[hugs]]]

miss you lots, hon.

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[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

Yeah, Chris and I are fine. I'm just 99% sure that he's going to be in Miami that weekend. I'll know for sure when I talk to him tonight.

[hugs]

I'll try and give you a call later this afternoon after I do the work thing. I may need someone else to reassure me that it's a good idea.

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[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

[hugs]

Miss you too. Are you okay? What's with the headaches and nosebleeds? Did the doctor give you good drugs?

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[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

Call away. Although I can tell you right now, it's a good idea. You need and deserve a break. I know you probably feel guilty about asking your parents for help but, y'know, sometimes that's the right thing to do.

I won't be home until after 9, btw. Just so you don't waste time trying to get a hold of me.

[dayse.livejournal.com]

the doctor ran a bunch of tests and referred me to a specialist. who i won't be able to see for a month.

the doctor sucks.

i'm going home tomorrow to see another one and hopefully he'll be able to do something. ergh. (kicks doctors everywhere)

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[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

[hugs]

If you need anything, let me know. I'm here for you and one of these days I'll really be here more.

You'll be okay. I know you will.