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[visionshadows]

I am just so incredibly cranky and whiny right now. I can't explain what's going on. I know I don't really feel well and that's part of it, but it doesn't explain the whiny. I stood in the kitchen and said to my mother 'We have no breakfast. I want pop-tarts or waffles.' and proceeded to stamp my foot like I'm five. She offered to make muffins and I pouted and said okay in a little whiny voice and then told her that muffins still weren't pop-tarts or waffles.

I just feel like there's something going to happen and I think that's part of it. Leah's here because she's sick and she's upstairs sleeping in the extra bedroom. Mom has to leave for a few hours too, which means she'll be alone in the house. I think I'm going to be throwing important stuff in the safe before I go to class.

I just hate this waiting period. I want something to happen so I can deal with it. Waiting is not my forte.

I'm going to go dry my hair and play music and not give a shit that she's in the next room. She never cared while she was here if I was sleeping. And yes, I am that petty and bitter. It's my choice.