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[visionshadows]

So in good news, I don't have mono. Which should make me happier than I am, but mostly just makes me ask what the hell is wrong then? Because I'm worse today then I was yesterday. I feel like I've been run over with a truck. I'm just going to have to fight through it and hope that by Monday I'll be okay enough to get through a whole shift. Yay? Also, because of the way our sick time is structured, I'm going to get a written warning for not have 40 hours banked when I got sick. I have to call benefits tomorrow to find out how to get paid for the today and tomorrow. I have 31 hours. The next paycheck will give me 39. But because it wasn't technically in the bank, I'm fucked. Yeah, I'm not happy about that.

I was good and didn't go crazy with the bpal update. I'm waiting to hear if I got into a decant circle for the BPTP scents as well as Holiday Moon and Luna. I bought Mercury and Malkuth because I decided Malkuth is something I need in my possession in large quantities. I also killed my paypal balance the other day and stocked up on Jack, O, Djinn, and The Lion. I may have also bought a lot of stuff off the comm and forum because it made me feel better. *coughs* But I got some more Misk U! Okay, a lot more. And I finally got to try White Light. Omg so good. It's so cleansing and subtle. It really is amazing how well blended it is. I can't pick out any single notes, but all together, it's spicy, creamy and beautiful. I can't wait until I can get the TAL blends.

There's something wrong with our cable. I can't get any of the normal stations (NBC, ABC, CBS, FOX) or any of their affiliates. But I can get On Demand and various cable channels. So I'm actually home to see CSI tonight and I'm gonna miss it. Bastards.

I'm frustrated right now. And tired. I really just wish I knew what the hell was going on with my job right now. I hate work.

Comments

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

Oh, Rachel. *hugs tight* I'm glad it's not mono, but I totally get the frustration of not knowing *what* it is. Sleep as much as you can; whatever is wrong, that's your body's way of healing, or telling you what it needs to heal, I guess.

Wish I could do something for you.

*hugs some more*

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

I think I'm going to have to go to work tomorrow which really, really sucks. I just looked at my note and he only wrote me out through today instead of through tomorrow like I thought he had. Which makes everything that much worse because I was scheduled off tomorrow, but since I used up all my time and my note doesn't cover tomorrow, I'm probably going to have to work.

*hugs*

[tigs.livejournal.com]

:(

I hope that you start feeling better soon, or at the very least that you figure out what's going on so that you *can* start feeling better soon. *BIG HUGS*

[iibnf.livejournal.com]

Hope that whatever it is passes quickly!

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I'm just really upset right now. It's such a mess which isn't making me feel any better at all. :(

How's your SGA fic coming?

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

So do I. Thanks for the good thoughts. :)

[tigs.livejournal.com]

...it's going?

Just not nearly fast enough. :)

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

I'm having that problem with Yuletide. It's ... slowly going.

[tigs.livejournal.com]

Anything I can do to help?

Not that I don't already owe you a beta, of course, which I will get to you on Saturday, but.

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

The show isn't on HBO On Demand anymore. I'm so dead. I'm totally working off transcripts and fuzzy memories from a year ago. *groans*

It will get done. It's just going very slowly.