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i love my mother. i love my mother. i love my mother.
i must keep repeating that and reminding myself that she's sick and doesn't mean to be a complete pain in the ass. she just left to go to the doctors thankfully so i have a brief respite. so far i've gotten yelled at for taking too long in the shower, for not making more coffee, for playing music too loud, for not shutting her door enough and then shutting her door too much, for not moving the car fast enough, for leaving the door open for a total of two minutes and letting the AC out even though it's actually COOL outside and we don't need the AC but whatever. i will get yelled at when she gets home because i'm making noodles because i want noodles but she made dinner and now i'm not going to eat dinner, right? wrong. i still will eat the shrimp, red beans, and rice she made. i just want noodles now.
i love my mother. i love my mother. i love my mother.
did not download lots of britney pictures. download massive amounts of fonts and then proceeded to crash my desktop before i could play with them. letting desktop rest for awhile because it's basically been a photoshop whore for the last two days and is tired.
looked for jobs. want none of them. looked for apartments. want all of them.
i've decided that the only thing that can make me feel better is lying in front of the TV with the laptop and watching Labyrinth because that always make me feel better. Bowie. Hot. Sexy.
writing a new fic. it's um...het. will not reveal more until completed.
must go hide now.
i must keep repeating that and reminding myself that she's sick and doesn't mean to be a complete pain in the ass. she just left to go to the doctors thankfully so i have a brief respite. so far i've gotten yelled at for taking too long in the shower, for not making more coffee, for playing music too loud, for not shutting her door enough and then shutting her door too much, for not moving the car fast enough, for leaving the door open for a total of two minutes and letting the AC out even though it's actually COOL outside and we don't need the AC but whatever. i will get yelled at when she gets home because i'm making noodles because i want noodles but she made dinner and now i'm not going to eat dinner, right? wrong. i still will eat the shrimp, red beans, and rice she made. i just want noodles now.
i love my mother. i love my mother. i love my mother.
did not download lots of britney pictures. download massive amounts of fonts and then proceeded to crash my desktop before i could play with them. letting desktop rest for awhile because it's basically been a photoshop whore for the last two days and is tired.
looked for jobs. want none of them. looked for apartments. want all of them.
i've decided that the only thing that can make me feel better is lying in front of the TV with the laptop and watching Labyrinth because that always make me feel better. Bowie. Hot. Sexy.
writing a new fic. it's um...het. will not reveal more until completed.
must go hide now.