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[visionshadows]

Today is my last day of vacation. Tomorrow I start another semester and work myself closer to my degree. I'm feeling very ambivalent about that right now. I have a hard semester ahead of me, and I'm worried that I'll fall down. The winter is not my best season and on more than one occasion, it's affected my ability to be productive and companionable. I have a very short fuse this time of year and I've yet to figure out how to control it. I just get so tired of having to force myself to live for three months of the year.

And to top it off, I think I'm getting sick again. My throat hurts and I woke up with a headache.

Christ, is it time to go home yet?

Great. I am home.