because...yes

blech...

i'm up. i'm moving. i will go to the gym, dammit!

i had no point to this entry then to document that so if anyone asks if i went i am forced to say yes because i actually did go. okay. it makes logical sense in my head. shut up!

i have to save because...yes.

it's just like that, okay. that made perfect sense to JC when he said it and is still confused as to why no one else understands why it makes perfect sense. we just didn't happen to be privy to the rest of the answer in his mind.

the gym thing makes perfect sense to me. so pft.

because...yes

blech...

i'm up. i'm moving. i will go to the gym, dammit!

i had no point to this entry then to document that so if anyone asks if i went i am forced to say yes because i actually did go. okay. it makes logical sense in my head. shut up!

i have to save because...yes.

it's just like that, okay. that made perfect sense to JC when he said it and is still confused as to why no one else understands why it makes perfect sense. we just didn't happen to be privy to the rest of the answer in his mind.

the gym thing makes perfect sense to me. so pft.

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went to the gym. much sweating occured. i feel good. :)


i have an insane urge to just get in my car and drive to Jackson. i have no real money to speak of or any place to stay but i suddenly just want to go so badly that i'm staring at my credit cards and thinking 'you guys'll help me out, right'

must resist urge to go to mississippi. can go without seeing nsync again.

i could drive there in 2 days. i could do it. i could sleep in my car and find tickets somehow. i could do it.

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went to the gym. much sweating occured. i feel good. :)


i have an insane urge to just get in my car and drive to Jackson. i have no real money to speak of or any place to stay but i suddenly just want to go so badly that i'm staring at my credit cards and thinking 'you guys'll help me out, right'

must resist urge to go to mississippi. can go without seeing nsync again.

i could drive there in 2 days. i could do it. i could sleep in my car and find tickets somehow. i could do it.

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so karen is encouraging my desire to go to mississippi. she even said she would come with me. well fuck. why am i not going?

mentioned it to mom. she said 'why not?' you know. stuff like that doesn't help. i need someone to tell me no it's not a good idea to get in the car and drive to mississippi on the oft chance we can get tickets to the show.

we have no money!

so why shouldn't we go?

fuuuck


(goes off to mapquest...)

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so karen is encouraging my desire to go to mississippi. she even said she would come with me. well fuck. why am i not going?

mentioned it to mom. she said 'why not?' you know. stuff like that doesn't help. i need someone to tell me no it's not a good idea to get in the car and drive to mississippi on the oft chance we can get tickets to the show.

we have no money!

so why shouldn't we go?

fuuuck


(goes off to mapquest...)

survey says...

1. Open up your CD player, what's inside?

David Bowie - Never Let Me Down, Tin Machine - Tin Machine and Tin Machine II. God, I can't wait until the late 80's/early 90's Bowie period is finished. I'm actually looking forward to Buddha of Suburbia and Black Tie, White Noise at this point. The CD player in the car had Celebrity in it since I was listening to it while working out earlier.

2. Look in your VCR/DVD player- is there a movie in there?

Yup. I watched The Nightmare Before Christmas earlier today. It was good. :)

3. If there happens to be music playing right now, what is it?

Tin Machine - Stateside from Tin Machine II. It's got good Bowie playin' the sax moments which helps. But not much.

4. What are you wearing?

Old, ratty cargo pants. A black tank top with a sparkly purple, orange, and red design on it. A grey bandanna, and my glasses. And a ruby and diamond ring on my left ring finger.

5. Look down, what's the first thing that catches your eye?

The sticker on my computer table that says: Honk if you love Hanson. Then drive into a tree.

6. Turn on your TV, what network is it on?

That would involve going downstairs. So no. But it's usually on channel 6 which is ABC.

7. Look out the window, what's the weather like?

Um...dark?


8. If you were to hit redial on your phone right now, where would it call?

Whoever my sister just called. Maybe her boyfriend. Maybe her crack dealer. Who's to know? And really, what's the difference. On my cell phone: My dad's cell phone. ::snorts:: We call each other from different rooms. We're laaaaazy.

9. Say "Hello" out loud, did anyone answer?

Nothing. No one's around. But the voices in my head told me to shut the hell up cause they're trying to concentrate on making a graphic.

10. What are you planning on doing next, as soon as you get offline?

Get...off...line? I'm confused...

Daaaayse....come explain that too meeeee

survey says...

1. Open up your CD player, what's inside?

David Bowie - Never Let Me Down, Tin Machine - Tin Machine and Tin Machine II. God, I can't wait until the late 80's/early 90's Bowie period is finished. I'm actually looking forward to Buddha of Suburbia and Black Tie, White Noise at this point. The CD player in the car had Celebrity in it since I was listening to it while working out earlier.

2. Look in your VCR/DVD player- is there a movie in there?

Yup. I watched The Nightmare Before Christmas earlier today. It was good. :)

3. If there happens to be music playing right now, what is it?

Tin Machine - Stateside from Tin Machine II. It's got good Bowie playin' the sax moments which helps. But not much.

4. What are you wearing?

Old, ratty cargo pants. A black tank top with a sparkly purple, orange, and red design on it. A grey bandanna, and my glasses. And a ruby and diamond ring on my left ring finger.

5. Look down, what's the first thing that catches your eye?

The sticker on my computer table that says: Honk if you love Hanson. Then drive into a tree.

6. Turn on your TV, what network is it on?

That would involve going downstairs. So no. But it's usually on channel 6 which is ABC.

7. Look out the window, what's the weather like?

Um...dark?


8. If you were to hit redial on your phone right now, where would it call?

Whoever my sister just called. Maybe her boyfriend. Maybe her crack dealer. Who's to know? And really, what's the difference. On my cell phone: My dad's cell phone. ::snorts:: We call each other from different rooms. We're laaaaazy.

9. Say "Hello" out loud, did anyone answer?

Nothing. No one's around. But the voices in my head told me to shut the hell up cause they're trying to concentrate on making a graphic.

10. What are you planning on doing next, as soon as you get offline?

Get...off...line? I'm confused...

Daaaayse....come explain that too meeeee