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i'm just a complete wreck right now. Sarah made me cry with her latest (in the good way, honest. go read!) but now i can't get my emotions under control. everything i write makes me tear up. i'm writing a sex scene and getting teary-eyed. my mom thinks i'm insane at this point. i should probably sleep to make things better. but mom's in my bed. ::sniff::

maybe i just need a good cry...

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i'm just a complete wreck right now. Sarah made me cry with her latest (in the good way, honest. go read!) but now i can't get my emotions under control. everything i write makes me tear up. i'm writing a sex scene and getting teary-eyed. my mom thinks i'm insane at this point. i should probably sleep to make things better. but mom's in my bed. ::sniff::

maybe i just need a good cry...

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i'm still all about the crying right now. course i'm doing it to myself. fucking story. jesus fuck. can't anything good happen in this story?

i love my parents and i know they are trying to do the best thing for me right now. they're really trying to help. my mother has decided to give me an allowance again. i feel like i'm five. i understand and i really appreciate that she's going to do that but i still feel like a little kid. if i complete my chores, i'll get money on Friday. i've been feeling pretty useless lately anyway but that really just pushed it over.

i need a hug...

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i'm still all about the crying right now. course i'm doing it to myself. fucking story. jesus fuck. can't anything good happen in this story?

i love my parents and i know they are trying to do the best thing for me right now. they're really trying to help. my mother has decided to give me an allowance again. i feel like i'm five. i understand and i really appreciate that she's going to do that but i still feel like a little kid. if i complete my chores, i'll get money on Friday. i've been feeling pretty useless lately anyway but that really just pushed it over.

i need a hug...

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i'm still all about the crying right now. course i'm doing it to myself. fucking story. jesus fuck. can't anything good happen in this story?

i love my parents and i know they are trying to do the best thing for me right now. they're really trying to help. my mother has decided to give me an allowance again. i feel like i'm five. i understand and i really appreciate that she's going to do that but i still feel like a little kid. if i complete my chores, i'll get money on Friday. i've been feeling pretty useless lately anyway but that really just pushed it over.

i need a hug...

went out with karen for a bit to lament about our lives. um...yeah. her's is sucking more then mine at the moment which makes me feel even worse. i love you, karen. you are my hero. :)

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i'm still all about the crying right now. course i'm doing it to myself. fucking story. jesus fuck. can't anything good happen in this story?

i love my parents and i know they are trying to do the best thing for me right now. they're really trying to help. my mother has decided to give me an allowance again. i feel like i'm five. i understand and i really appreciate that she's going to do that but i still feel like a little kid. if i complete my chores, i'll get money on Friday. i've been feeling pretty useless lately anyway but that really just pushed it over.

i need a hug...

went out with karen for a bit to lament about our lives. um...yeah. her's is sucking more then mine at the moment which makes me feel even worse. i love you, karen. you are my hero. :)