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once upon a time i could sleep at night. but then last year around thanksgiving, i got really sick and couldn't sleep. i ended up lying on the couch in our living room all night and just sleeping during the day. it was bad. so for the month of december i suffered from severe insomnia. i slept a few hours a night if i was lucky. i would stay up all night then go to class without sleeping. people thought i was insane. my roommates learned how to get me to relax and sleep just a little.

i had to re-teach myself how to sleep at night. it was really, really hard.

i'm doing it again. my sleeping schedule is flipped. i'm going to have to re-teach myself again soon and it hurts.

i like the night. it makes me happy. the day doesn't.

i go now...

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once upon a time i could sleep at night. but then last year around thanksgiving, i got really sick and couldn't sleep. i ended up lying on the couch in our living room all night and just sleeping during the day. it was bad. so for the month of december i suffered from severe insomnia. i slept a few hours a night if i was lucky. i would stay up all night then go to class without sleeping. people thought i was insane. my roommates learned how to get me to relax and sleep just a little.

i had to re-teach myself how to sleep at night. it was really, really hard.

i'm doing it again. my sleeping schedule is flipped. i'm going to have to re-teach myself again soon and it hurts.

i like the night. it makes me happy. the day doesn't.

i go now...

i want taco bell

i don't want to go upstairs so i'm watching Iron Chef with way too much interest.

and also remembering the time i felt brave and read Iron Chef slash.

::shudders::

i feel dirty. i felt even dirtier then. but i read it anyway. why? boredom. feeling brave. i may have been high.

i want taco bell

i don't want to go upstairs so i'm watching Iron Chef with way too much interest.

and also remembering the time i felt brave and read Iron Chef slash.

::shudders::

i feel dirty. i felt even dirtier then. but i read it anyway. why? boredom. feeling brave. i may have been high.

"but they're engaged." "doesn't matter. lois lane could never have superman's baby...."

okay. so i'm supposed to go out with chris today. i really don't want to go out with chris today and i honestly can't remember if i'm the one who's supposed to call or if he is. if it was me and i just don't call, i can say that i thought he was supposed to call. but i vaguely remember a conversation about how women can't be trusted, or at least i can't, so he was going to call me. argh. he's a confusing boy. i'm sick of confusing boys. i'd rather have a timid, uncertain, cute girl right now. which, if i tell him that, i know his first question will be: can i watch? because he's that type of boy.

and apparently i also have to go out with my mom to buy curtains for mine and leah's room. introduced leah to the wonder of Riddle because everyone (i'm looking at you, lois) has to hear Riddle once in their life to fully appreciate what Nsync has become now.

i might dye my hair today. i think i want to be a redhead again. i'm bored with the blonde.

i go now....

"but they're engaged." "doesn't matter. lois lane could never have superman's baby...."

okay. so i'm supposed to go out with chris today. i really don't want to go out with chris today and i honestly can't remember if i'm the one who's supposed to call or if he is. if it was me and i just don't call, i can say that i thought he was supposed to call. but i vaguely remember a conversation about how women can't be trusted, or at least i can't, so he was going to call me. argh. he's a confusing boy. i'm sick of confusing boys. i'd rather have a timid, uncertain, cute girl right now. which, if i tell him that, i know his first question will be: can i watch? because he's that type of boy.

and apparently i also have to go out with my mom to buy curtains for mine and leah's room. introduced leah to the wonder of Riddle because everyone (i'm looking at you, lois) has to hear Riddle once in their life to fully appreciate what Nsync has become now.

i might dye my hair today. i think i want to be a redhead again. i'm bored with the blonde.

i go now....

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mmm...vodka, rum, and lemonade at 5 pm...

you know it's been a GREAT day when i do this..

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mmm...vodka, rum, and lemonade at 5 pm...

you know it's been a GREAT day when i do this..

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so i am going out with the boy tonight. argh. and i'm the car. i hate being the car because i have no idea where i'm going up where he lives.

i think i'm going to attempt to hold out and get a movie out of him. because i feel like it. or maybe go to a bar or just SOMEthing. i don't want to sit in his house and attempt to pretend we have more in common then we do.

and i really want to come home tonight because i don't sleep at night anymore and i never sleep when i'm at his place anyway...arrgh...

i wish i was going to see someone else instead.

boys. suck. period.

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so i am going out with the boy tonight. argh. and i'm the car. i hate being the car because i have no idea where i'm going up where he lives.

i think i'm going to attempt to hold out and get a movie out of him. because i feel like it. or maybe go to a bar or just SOMEthing. i don't want to sit in his house and attempt to pretend we have more in common then we do.

and i really want to come home tonight because i don't sleep at night anymore and i never sleep when i'm at his place anyway...arrgh...

i wish i was going to see someone else instead.

boys. suck. period.