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hmm...

this is rachel procrasinating.

this is rachel really wishing she hadn't run into her lit professor on the way to the computer lab because now rachel can't miss class today.

poopy.

there is no other word strong enough for that except poopy.

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on another note, i think i know what i'm going to do for my presentation. the other girl who was also doing a paper on Homosexual Victims of the Holocaust covered alot of the factual data in her presentation on Tuesday. so i'm going to go and wham them with all the personal experience and horrible painful survivor testimony.

oh i am such the evil horrible person. mwuhaha!

jesus. i really am a horrible person. what the hell is wrong with me? yes, i think this is one of the best papers i've written in a very long time but to laugh about depressing and horrifying people? what the fuck?

i think i need help.

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on a bsb kick. have managed to finally remove Home for Christmas from the cd player. listened to Millenium and now Black and Blue. next comes the first album and most likely Chapter One when i get home.

woo! i am such a pop whore. and to celebrate that, i shall use the AJ icon. it's got Whitman on it! see! something not pop related.

ahh! shoot me!

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now to see if LJ lets me post in private since i have to type up about 2 pages of Night Flights. if you see a angry post shortly with a cut away, ignore it.

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hmm...

this is rachel procrasinating.

this is rachel really wishing she hadn't run into her lit professor on the way to the computer lab because now rachel can't miss class today.

poopy.

there is no other word strong enough for that except poopy.

---

on another note, i think i know what i'm going to do for my presentation. the other girl who was also doing a paper on Homosexual Victims of the Holocaust covered alot of the factual data in her presentation on Tuesday. so i'm going to go and wham them with all the personal experience and horrible painful survivor testimony.

oh i am such the evil horrible person. mwuhaha!

jesus. i really am a horrible person. what the hell is wrong with me? yes, i think this is one of the best papers i've written in a very long time but to laugh about depressing and horrifying people? what the fuck?

i think i need help.

---

on a bsb kick. have managed to finally remove Home for Christmas from the cd player. listened to Millenium and now Black and Blue. next comes the first album and most likely Chapter One when i get home.

woo! i am such a pop whore. and to celebrate that, i shall use the AJ icon. it's got Whitman on it! see! something not pop related.

ahh! shoot me!

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now to see if LJ lets me post in private since i have to type up about 2 pages of Night Flights. if you see a angry post shortly with a cut away, ignore it.

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presentation complete. paper turned in. one class completed.

whew.

that said...

AHHH!

i have three more papers to do.

that also said...

i was excited on the ride home cause my mom took off work tonight. realized when i pulled into the driveway that she's not going to be home anyway because she took my sister out. am depressed about that.

big hugs to robin cause she's under even more stress then me and probably needs a good hug.

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presentation complete. paper turned in. one class completed.

whew.

that said...

AHHH!

i have three more papers to do.

that also said...

i was excited on the ride home cause my mom took off work tonight. realized when i pulled into the driveway that she's not going to be home anyway because she took my sister out. am depressed about that.

big hugs to robin cause she's under even more stress then me and probably needs a good hug.

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i was just told by my father that Comcast @home cable service might be cut off for all customers tomorrow. they declared bankruptcy and are currently in court attempting to get a ruling that says they can stop providing services as of tomorrow.

um. that means dialup. and that means i totally get to fall out of internet life because 1) i have no modem card for the laptop; 2) there is no phone line upstairs for me to connect to for the desktop; 3) my dad and sister no longer have modems in their computer.

in other words, i am. fucked. if that happens.

i think i'm going to go cry now.

and i love that this happens right when i need home internet access because i have papers to write and internet sources for those.

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i was just told by my father that Comcast @home cable service might be cut off for all customers tomorrow. they declared bankruptcy and are currently in court attempting to get a ruling that says they can stop providing services as of tomorrow.

um. that means dialup. and that means i totally get to fall out of internet life because 1) i have no modem card for the laptop; 2) there is no phone line upstairs for me to connect to for the desktop; 3) my dad and sister no longer have modems in their computer.

in other words, i am. fucked. if that happens.

i think i'm going to go cry now.

and i love that this happens right when i need home internet access because i have papers to write and internet sources for those.