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My father just called from San Deigo and held his phone up to the window so I could hear BB King playing next door. He's been there for two days and he's gotten to hear concerts both nights. He's really happy about that.


I miss my dad.

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My father just called from San Deigo and held his phone up to the window so I could hear BB King playing next door. He's been there for two days and he's gotten to hear concerts both nights. He's really happy about that.


I miss my dad.

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It's kind of amusing. I was just talking to Chrissy about my horrendous financial situation and how close I am to pulling my hair out over it, when I check my usual porn-spam account and find not a single piece of porn but 5 million spams about lowering debt and consolidating debt.

Odd.

[looks around suspiciously]

Maybe someone was listening.

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It's kind of amusing. I was just talking to Chrissy about my horrendous financial situation and how close I am to pulling my hair out over it, when I check my usual porn-spam account and find not a single piece of porn but 5 million spams about lowering debt and consolidating debt.

Odd.

[looks around suspiciously]

Maybe someone was listening.

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I meant to be happy today. I had great plans for that. But. No. My life won't let me have even one fucking day where I can smile and be happy. I was supposed to get to spend time with Mom today, just me and her. But no. Leah is home "sick" and Mom took her to the doctor. I'm just so fucking sick of this.

Forget this. I don't even feel like writing an entry about it.

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I meant to be happy today. I had great plans for that. But. No. My life won't let me have even one fucking day where I can smile and be happy. I was supposed to get to spend time with Mom today, just me and her. But no. Leah is home "sick" and Mom took her to the doctor. I'm just so fucking sick of this.

Forget this. I don't even feel like writing an entry about it.

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My mind is a very scary place right now. I wish it would just go away.

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My mind is a very scary place right now. I wish it would just go away.

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Karen got me tickets to the premiere of Bowie's new album at the Franklin Institute's IMAX Theatre next Tuesday. The weird thing is that there's no visuals to go along with it. But dude! I get to hear Heathens 15 days before it comes out. Kick ass. :)

Bowie. :)

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Karen got me tickets to the premiere of Bowie's new album at the Franklin Institute's IMAX Theatre next Tuesday. The weird thing is that there's no visuals to go along with it. But dude! I get to hear Heathens 15 days before it comes out. Kick ass. :)

Bowie. :)

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So I was sitting here, thinking about why I felt better now. I'm all spacey and quiet and I couldn't figure out why. Then I remembered that I popped the last Vicodin I had stashed for just such an occasion about half an hour ago.

That explains it.

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So I was sitting here, thinking about why I felt better now. I'm all spacey and quiet and I couldn't figure out why. Then I remembered that I popped the last Vicodin I had stashed for just such an occasion about half an hour ago.

That explains it.

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( Buffy )

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( Buffy )