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I don't know. I feel a little better today. Less out of control at least. That's a good thing considering I have to go interact with the public for awhile and that requires some sort of self-control. I'm not feeling that great though, but I can't miss work because holiday weekends/days before suck ass at my job. People start leaving as of tomorrow. I'll just pop pills for the headache and ignore the neck thing.

Mom didn't go to San Diego to meet up with Dad. Yeah. So no party this weekend for anyone who was planning on that. [kicks stuff] Stupid sister. Stupid me. Now though, I get Mom for a few days which is nice. Though it was annoying last night during Buffy when she wanted explanations for the whole thing. The last episode she saw was the musical. I just wanted to watch!

My desire to sleep is really starting to increase as the depression gets worse. I'm used to this though, and hopefully will be able to snap this vicious little cycle by the time my summer class starts.

And now...we shower.

[showers]

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I don't know. I feel a little better today. Less out of control at least. That's a good thing considering I have to go interact with the public for awhile and that requires some sort of self-control. I'm not feeling that great though, but I can't miss work because holiday weekends/days before suck ass at my job. People start leaving as of tomorrow. I'll just pop pills for the headache and ignore the neck thing.

Mom didn't go to San Diego to meet up with Dad. Yeah. So no party this weekend for anyone who was planning on that. [kicks stuff] Stupid sister. Stupid me. Now though, I get Mom for a few days which is nice. Though it was annoying last night during Buffy when she wanted explanations for the whole thing. The last episode she saw was the musical. I just wanted to watch!

My desire to sleep is really starting to increase as the depression gets worse. I'm used to this though, and hopefully will be able to snap this vicious little cycle by the time my summer class starts.

And now...we shower.

[showers]

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Yeah, so I did something last night I swore I would never do with this computer. I put Kazaa Lite on it and did some downloading. See. I don't have a very big hard drive and it doesn't have a burner. I just wanted to see if I could get any of the new Bowie.

I couldn't because there apparently still isn't any to be found. I did find an mp3 of him covering Penny Lane which sounds suspiciously like him just singing along to the record which amuses me to no end. Hey, it is from 1967.

However, I did download the Ben Folds song from the I Am Sam soundtrack as well as Moby's We Are All Made of Stars for Mom.

And...a couple of Rufus Wainwright's songs.

Fuck.

Now I need to go buy CDs. Such a pretty voice. Yeah. Guess who's getting their paycheck and going over to Best Buy tomorrow. [points to self] Yup! The broke girl!

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Yeah, so I did something last night I swore I would never do with this computer. I put Kazaa Lite on it and did some downloading. See. I don't have a very big hard drive and it doesn't have a burner. I just wanted to see if I could get any of the new Bowie.

I couldn't because there apparently still isn't any to be found. I did find an mp3 of him covering Penny Lane which sounds suspiciously like him just singing along to the record which amuses me to no end. Hey, it is from 1967.

However, I did download the Ben Folds song from the I Am Sam soundtrack as well as Moby's We Are All Made of Stars for Mom.

And...a couple of Rufus Wainwright's songs.

Fuck.

Now I need to go buy CDs. Such a pretty voice. Yeah. Guess who's getting their paycheck and going over to Best Buy tomorrow. [points to self] Yup! The broke girl!