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[visionshadows]

Um. So. Yes.

This is a little bit of a confesstion, which isn't going to come as much of a surprise.

I'm sorry that I'm avoiding everyone but I seriously can't seem to help it. I get really, really panicked everytime my phone rings or someone says something about going out. And I'm sorry. It's partially the winter and the season and all of that and it's partially me right now. I'll get better. I promise.

So yes. In conclusion, I'm a sucky friend and can't make myself talk to anyone, including my best friend, no matter how hard I try.

I suck.

Comments

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

You don't suck. It's just something that happens; I get like that too, only I take medicine for it.

((((((((((((rachel))))))))))))))

Feel better.

[bequerelle.livejournal.com]

Hmm.. I hear ya. I get all weird and stuff sometimes. But really, the peeps misses ya, and stuff. I said stuff twice, are you happy now?

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[lunarbot.livejournal.com]

Wow, I am so glad I am not the only one. I freak out a bit when people ask me to do something I could possibly be doin homework instead, and the anxiety wraps itself around my head and face and I panic over nothing!
I've said "panicky" referring to myself, more times in the last three/four months than I have in my entire life.
Let's form a group.
Um. CHOC- "can't hang out club"
AMFOA- "anxious motherfuckers of america"
ICBOWING-"I-can't-breath-oh-wait-it's-nothing group"

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[wander999.livejournal.com]

Rachel, I miss you so much. My mom even asked me the other day, "Where's Rachel been? I miss your friends when I don't see them."

Go through your winter phase. I've been feeling like doing the hermit thing too. But, if you want to hang out, I'll jump on the chance.

Let's see....Spring is in how many weeks?