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[visionshadows]

I have a Waryne in my house. He's been fed, he's bitched and complained and rightly so. He and Mom talked about his options for a long time. She babied him. He drank cream soda. Now he's sitting on the couch reading Charles Burkowski and just happy to be in a clean, quiet home for a while.

I really want to make things better for him.

Here's to hoping he'll at least take a couple bucks so he can eat the rest of the week.

Edit: He is now sleeping on the couch, just happy to be there.

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[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

My heart just thudded down to my feet. Seriously, he doesn't deserve the shit he has to deal with on a day to day basis. I'm so happy I get him for a whole weekend, not just for me but for him too. He needs the time away.

::sigh::

Poor baby.

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

A bunch of shit went down today and he needed to get away. I'd keep him here tonight but he needs to go back to get his work stuff. I may see if I can convince him to come back tomorrow and sleep here.

Dude, he came to the house wearing slippers. He didn't even have his bag.

I've never seen him like this.

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

What happened? I mean, can you tell me because now I'm all worried. I almost called his house tonight just to say hi even though we talked last night, I just wanted to talk to him.

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

Money stuff mostly. He's reached a point where he's resenting his mom and the kids and he never wanted to get there.

Essentially, they have no money for food, for his mom's drugs, for anything at the moment and he was really close to snapping. He doesn't really know what to do right now.

But at the moment, he's sleeping and he's comfortable and he's been fed now. I'll send him back with some food for himself and hopefully he'll take the couple bucks I have at the moment as well.

He'll be okay for now.

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

Jesus CHRIST, this just sets off such a rant for me but I won't even go there. He needs his own fucking life. Just....dsfhadgkjhadfghuisdytf. I want to scream.

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

I know. BELIEVE me, I know. I think my mom said about ten times that he needs to get away and she's not usually that vocal on the subject. She's pushing him to get away too. I think everyone is right now.

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

I mean, yeah, it's absolutely great that he's stuck around this long and done what he's done but, Christ, he's 27 years old. His money should be for him. His life should be for him. His whore sister should be kicked out on her lousy, good for nothing ass and not allowed back in.

I know you know all this - I know everyone knows all this - but, GOD, it's so frustrating to watch him suffer under their weight.

<--- has a headache

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

My headache is a combination of things really. But right now, that's the most upsetting. And the shitty thing is that I need to go to sleep soon. Gah. I don't want to wake him.

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

This is when I really feel the distance. I wish I could talk to him. Fuck.

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[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

I know.

[hugs]

I'd say call him here but I really have to send him out soon. :(

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

I'm, like, 2 seconds from getting in my car and coming to take him away.

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[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

Two days. And then you can take him away for a whole weekend.

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

::begins countdown::

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

Also...

[hug]

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

[hugs]

[fayemeadows.livejournal.com]

BTW, just as an additional note, tell him he can call me as late as he wants. If he wants. I'm up. You've been here, we're always up. No one sleeps in this house.

[visionshadows.livejournal.com]

I'll let him know. :)