it's a heat wave....

[visionshadows]

it's now officially a heat wave in the delaware valley. i think it's actually been one for a few days but i don't pay attention to these things cause yeah...um...still not paying attention to much. i'm already feeling antsy about not working and i would really like to find a new job so i think i might look today as well as (hopefully) go get my car inspected. i'm actually thinking it might be a little too hot to do that. but who knows. it's either that or spend the afternoon on the phone with Drexel trying to get the health insurance stuff figured out.

haven't written in a few days. it's not like i haven't been thinking about it but it just isn't something i've been able to do. seriously contemplating taking a good hard look at Human Behavior and possibly re-writing it as a real story and attempting to get it published. (pipe dream time)

i think i'm going to spend some time with my mom now. or maybe read a little. or something. shower would be good. i dunno.

i am so unmotivated.