and the day goes on....

[visionshadows]

meh. i suppose things have gotten better. no ticket! yay! and ben is in my american lit class! yay! class with ben! i missed ben lots. i missed my heterosexual gay boy. i call him that because he's completely straight but fills in perfectly when there are no gay boys around. he'll hug and kiss and pet and just go cute little things to make a girl happy. i've been shopping for underwear with the boy just because he knew it would make me feel better. american lit will be tolerable. the teacher is a really hard grader. she gives about one A a semester. so yeah, i just have to resign myself that A is not going to be me even if i did manage one with Saar. i think that was a fluke. also, i have to read Huck Finn again. don't get me wrong, i really like that book, but i've read it a lot. i just don't remember it so i do have to read it again. the holocaust class is going to be a lot of work but i'm okay with that. i really want to take that class and i'm looking forward to it. we have to do a research paper on an aspect of the Holocaust and one of the broad topics is non-jewish victims. I may go and do the paper on the persecution of homosexuals during the Holocaust. Ever since I read, Mary's?(i think it was hers) story about that I've been trying to figure out ways to learn more about it. this is a good opportunity for that. i have Modern American Drama in about half an hour and I want to get to the cafe to get some more coffee before that. dayse, i should be home around 9:30ish. i'll hopefully get to see you then.

and squee! there was 'Gone' bits on TRL? sorry i missed it, but i'll hopefully get to see the real thing at some point tomorrow evening. i'm going to miss TRL tomorrow because i'll be on campus, but i can't do anything about that. i'll try and catch a rerun.

and now, off i go!