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[visionshadows]

you know, i think i'm going to stop apologizing to people about the fact i like spending time with joe. because i have fun and i feel like i'm actually talking to someone who listens to me and it's okay to like that. i don't need to apologize for the fact that i want to be friends with him. and that's all we are, okay. we're friends. we go out and have some coffee or drinks and just talk and have fun. how many other people will listen to me when i want to bitch about The Phantom Menace and the reasons why i won't see it or about the fact that hitler and the third reich, while completely evil, are fascinating?

just. i'm tired of apologizing for being friends with him just because he's my ex-boyfriend. so i'm not going to anymore.

i had a great evening.

and i won't apologize for that.

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[prettykate.livejournal.com]

I won't apologize for being your friend, for caring about you, and for letting you know when I feel you are doing something that could be self-destructive. That is what friends do, even if their friends get pissed at them.

I don't want to post public-like about this anymore, so please just understand that I know you could become angry at me each time I say something, but I risk it because I care about you.