Rant

I opened up the client to say something and now that it's open, I don't remember what I wanted to say. I suppose it wasn't that important then. I have a burning desire to just hole up in my room listening to bad 80s pop music and write Masks all day. I feel so unproductive in my new fandom. Two stories? That's it? And one of them is pure fluff and a big, old throw-away piece. Masks makes me happy, and if I can get all the little nuances into the story that I want to get in, it's going to kick ass. At least to me. I couldn't give a fuck if other people like it or not. This is my version of SG-1 as a team. Yeah, maybe Sam isn't as flexible as she should be and Teal'c is more sarcastic, but I like it. It makes me happy. Not many of the things I've been writing in popslash have made me happy lately. This, a stupid little story about a world where people judge each other by the masks they wear, makes me happy. I like being able to stretch my imagination and write about a whole other world. This is why Water fascinated me for so long until I realized that it would be completely ignored in the fandom. I realized that shortly after Once More With Feeling was posted and ignored.

( Somehow this is going to turn into a rant about popslash, so turn away now if that's going to anger you. I have a lot of pent up frustration to get out. )

Rant

I opened up the client to say something and now that it's open, I don't remember what I wanted to say. I suppose it wasn't that important then. I have a burning desire to just hole up in my room listening to bad 80s pop music and write Masks all day. I feel so unproductive in my new fandom. Two stories? That's it? And one of them is pure fluff and a big, old throw-away piece. Masks makes me happy, and if I can get all the little nuances into the story that I want to get in, it's going to kick ass. At least to me. I couldn't give a fuck if other people like it or not. This is my version of SG-1 as a team. Yeah, maybe Sam isn't as flexible as she should be and Teal'c is more sarcastic, but I like it. It makes me happy. Not many of the things I've been writing in popslash have made me happy lately. This, a stupid little story about a world where people judge each other by the masks they wear, makes me happy. I like being able to stretch my imagination and write about a whole other world. This is why Water fascinated me for so long until I realized that it would be completely ignored in the fandom. I realized that shortly after Once More With Feeling was posted and ignored.

( Somehow this is going to turn into a rant about popslash, so turn away now if that's going to anger you. I have a lot of pent up frustration to get out. )

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I really, really, really want to go shopping. Badly. But. I have no money nor do I really have the time to go shopping. But oh! Pants, shoes, sweaters! I long for thee!


Edit: And Chris just called to say he's coming over right now. Of course right now in our world is about half an hour from now, but that's right now when someone doesn't live closer.

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I really, really, really want to go shopping. Badly. But. I have no money nor do I really have the time to go shopping. But oh! Pants, shoes, sweaters! I long for thee!


Edit: And Chris just called to say he's coming over right now. Of course right now in our world is about half an hour from now, but that's right now when someone doesn't live closer.

surveys are fun! and time consuming!

Gacked from chased_amy who deserves lots and lots of smooches for just being herself. :)

( Lookie here! )

surveys are fun! and time consuming!

Gacked from chased_amy who deserves lots and lots of smooches for just being herself. :)

( Lookie here! )